Sunday, June 13, 2010

This is it...


After furiously packing my things into my suitcases, stressing about all of the things I have to do (and may have forgotten to do), taking a car service, checking-in at JFK and 14 hours of flying time, I made it. "Welcome to Korea" the sign read. Yeah yeah, I thought...we'll see. I wasn't sure what to expect. I wasn't sure how I was going to feel when I walked off the plane and out of the airport. Needless to say, I felt like I anticipated...jet-lagged, excited, a little nervous, entitled (yeah right), and proud. I went into this trip expecting Koreans to be overly "homogenous," a bit rude, pushy and lacking in diversity. In many ways, I was dead wrong. People have been friendly, some immediately spoke English if they did not think I knew the language,and they all looked different. Some darker than others, some who's noses were more dominant (like mine), some had rounder eyes...you get the picture. So, what does this all mean to me? Who knows, it is still too early to tell. I do know two things: (1) I'm jet-lagged and need sleep; (2) the food is AMAZING.

Is Korea ready to embrace me? After a few odd looks in the subway and on the street, I'm not so sure. I realize culture in Korea is based upon being "in or out," so maybe one of my main objectives should be seeking the "in." Although, after spending a lifetime being the "out" in many ways, I've come to truly love my life story, or in some cases, the lack thereof.

2 comments:

Nat said...

Thanks for sharing your journey. I feel like I'm already learning more about you even in these three posts! Looking forward to reading more. This is an awesome opportunity and I'm glad that you're getting to do this. I hope that it will be exactly what you need for it to be both professionally and personally.

Safe travels and be well.

Shioban said...

So....YOU CRIED???? Have we met? Just kidding. If you didn't cry at that moment, I would be convinced that you had no heart. Have you met up with other scholarship winners yet? Oh, and you should never seek to be with the "in" cause then you would no longer be you!! We would never have been friends!!Now I'm sucked into watching Ben's golf movie, Caddy for Life...talk to you soon.
Shioban

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